We were THE couple cut to it ended to nothing. can someone having BPD give me an insight what just happened?
IT was my first ever relationship with this super amazing girl, She was a ball of sunshine, I mean it. I try to hate her but I can’t. We were there for each other through the entire one month duration and cut to one day, she went like “i am unsure about you, i don’t want you by my side” mind you this was the girl with whom WE BOTH WERE SO SURE OF EACH OTHER THE ENTIRE TIME, we were meant to be together and were literally discussing our fundamentals on having children in future.
I have taken therapy myself and Its been 2 days since my breakup, I feel overwhelmed most importantly, I miss her A LOT.
I don’t know what to do, I can’t get myself moving, I keep missing her in my life.
EDIT: THIS IS WITH NO DISRESPECT OR Hate to her, SHE’s genuinely the nicest person you could have ever met. SHE’s the loveliest woman who will care for you more than for herself. I USED TO CALL HER A BALL OF SUNSHINE MAN who shines more than the sun.
